"SUDDENLY"
















~~MY DARLING~~

Suddenly, there came a knock on
the door.
Running to see if it was him,
just as an envelope fell from it's
mail slot.
I picked it up looking at the return
address, I smiled, had he forgot.

The return address wasn't a familiar
one, nor the writing on the front.
My smile, saddened as I opened the
clasp peering in.
Finding another envelope addressed
from him.

My heart began to thunder, my insides
shook within.
This feeling I was feeling was the
thought of losing him.
I trembled as I opened it, finding a
picture of me.
A key inscribed, my heart is yours, with
love to you.
Keep it safetly by your side.

As I read the letter it said,


...............My Darling...............
...Didn't We Almost Have It All...


I picture you opening this letter
knowing inside your heart has
been waiting to hear from me.
I hear your long silence, not
wanting to continue reading.
Holding back your tears, not
wanting to wet its pages.

Your wishing this day would never
come.
Hearing the knock on the door hoping
it was me returning home.
Wishing things were the same as
before I was gone.

What can I say to take that feeling
away, wish I was there with you,
today.
My deepest wish is to be by your side
to wipe your tears away.
To hold you gently in my arms and
kiss your cares away

The dreams we dreamed to come
true.
The plans we made now gone astray.
As I take this pen in hand writing the
the things I want to say.
This is the hardest thing I have done
today.

To know I will never see you again, or
lay down by your side.
To feel the love that we have known
or shared the tears we cried.
To see the smile upon your face when
I appear Suddenly by surprise.

This is not goodbye My Darling.
Remember me fondly, with the
Photographs & Memories within.
If another should come your way,
I wish you love and happiness, until
we "Suddenly" meet again some day.


written by: Paula aka Angel Of Love
May 2003




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