As I use my daughter and grandchildren to make a point more clear; see how I have put them on this bridge.

With out God, they will fall through this bridge and be destroyed. But we don't depend on our strength, our goodness, but it is by and through his righteousness and goodness. There was no man worthy only one JESUS...No man could live the life that God wanted us to live and still can't. But now is the, "good news of the gospel". we now can, but only through him. Christ in us the hope of glory. Don't for get and try to live it your self, a lot of people make this mistake and ship wreck. Galatians 3:3..Are ye so foolish? having begun in the Spirit, are ye now made perfect by the flesh? Flesh can't live it..after reading below, I pray God will enlighten your understanding to this.

Never say I can't
                      June 25, 2004
1 Kings 21:1

1. And it came to pass after these things, that Naboth the Jezreelite had a vineyard, which was in Jezreel, hard by the palace of Ahab King of Samaria.
2. And Ahab spake unto Naboth, saying, Give me thy vineyard, that I may have it for a garden of herbs, because it is near unto my house: and I will give thee for it a better vineyard than it; or, if it seem good to thee, I will give thee the worth of it in money.
(Has saten or people been trying to take your Kingdom or vineyard in side of you? Is your fruit from your vineyard beautiful and different than others? They desire it but don't want to travel that straight and narrow way to have it.)
3. And Naboth said to Ahab, The Lord forbid it me, that I should give the inheritance of my fathers unto thee.
(There was five wise and five foolish. The five foolish said give us of your oil. And they said not so, go buy and sell and get your on.)
4. And Ahab came into his house heavy and displeased because of the word which Naboth the Jezreelite had spoken to him: for he had said, I will not give thee the inheritance of my fathers. And he laid him down upon his bed, and turned away his face, and would eat no bread.
5. But Jezebel his wife came to him, and said unto him, Why is thy spirit so sad, that thou eatest no bread?
6. And he said unto her, Because I spake unto Naboth the Jezreelite, and said unto him, Give me thy vineyard for money; or else, if it please thee, I will give thee another vineyard for it: and he answered, I will not give thee my vineyard.
7. And Jezebel his wife said unto him, Dost thou now govern the kingdom of Israel? arise, and eat bread, and let thine heart be merry: I will give thee the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite.
8. So she wrote letters in Ahab's name, (deciet) and sealed them with his seal, and sent the letters unto the elders and to the nobles that were in his city, dwelling with Naboth.
9. And she wrote in the letters, saying, Proclaim a fast, and set Naboth on high among the people:
(They will cross lands and seas to convert one, and when they win him, he becomes two fold more child of hell than them. There's no limit to what they will do to win or pollute your vineyard.)
10. And set two men, sons of belial, before him, to bear witness against him, saying, Thou didst blaspheme God and the king. And then carry him out, and stone him, that he may die.
(If you don't bow to their god, which is man, the creature not the creator or saten. They will stone and kill you. They kill your influence and try to kill you spiritually. If they kill you spiritually, they have caused your to back up from praying, fasting, obeying God. You back away from God and when you do, it want be long, till they will have you backslide or decieved into their lies. Whether false church or just sinners.)
11. And the men of his city, did as Jezebel had sent unto them, and as it was written in the letters which she had sent unto them.
(Ever had them prophecy lies toward you. You have to be on the rock to where nothing can move you. No storm can destroy or blow down your house down (or off Jesus, which is the rock). In other words nothing can cause you to back away from God. You will pray and obey Jesus no matter what. Nothing can stop you. Nothing, whether it's your pride, feelings, family, no matter what is going on in your personal life. You will say father not my will but thine be done. In other words, forget my hurts and feelings, my rejections, I my flesh must die. No feelings of my flesh can or must not stop me from praying and obeying God. I must decrease so he can increase.
He can't increase increase, until we decrease, which means: Willing to die out to our human feelings. In plainer language, instead of knocking someones head off, you make your flesh pray and humble down, willing to suffer the wrong so GOD's will can be done. And having no (Fear) of any one, that is trying to bring me into bondage either. What they might do to me if I obey God. My husband or wife may be angry and hurt me if I go and pray for someone or to church somewhere if he says I can't. We must obey God, and suffer the beating if there is one. Totally dedicated is where the anointing lies. Ready instant in season and out of season. If you don't have the strength to resist their spirit, it is two strong for you to fight against. Your strength in God is two small and you lose your cool or temper. Force your flesh to pray more till, the anointing stands up strong in you and they have to set down and be quiet. The anointing is always with love but very powerful and strong. It will cause you to reach over and kiss your husband or wife and say honey, I will be back in a bit, I have to obey God. Where, if you hadn't of prayed so, the spirit of God could be strong. "you would have went to, bed room depressed and unable to obey God. And when you come out of your room, if they didn't hush you would blow up and start arguing. Why cause you are not strong enough in God to over come, their spirit. Hey don't feel bad, or get down on your self.
All you need to do is realize you can't but whats in you can. You have to start praying daily, faithfully, dedicated until Christ in you, begins to grow and believe me he will and if you stay dedicated (nothing stopping you from praying and reading). The anointing will grow and grow over a process of time. Just like a garden or baby grows. At the end of harvest you will look back at all the labor and work you have done (daily) and realize it payed off. That anointing you wanted so bad is now yours. You are carrying out the scriptures Mark 16: 17 ....and these signs shall follow them that believe. Your fruit is grown so big that you are casting out devils and praying for the sick and no devil can stop you. Even though they never stop trying. The stronger the anointing gets in you, the less these things bothers you. It is a battle till the end.   Paul said I have fought a good fight; I have KEEP THE FAITH. But through your dedication and made up mind, the anointing has grown so big in you, that no devil can stop you. (Hey the secret is self deny and being dedicated to it.) Thats where the power lies. Praying in the 4th watch of the night is self denial of sleep. From 3am till 6am is the time the flesh loves the best. Jesus prayed also in he fourth watch and sometimes alll night.
12. They proclaimed a fast, and set Naboth on high among the people.
13. And there came in two men, children of Belial, and sat before him: and the men of Belial witnessed against him, even against Naboth, in the presence of the people, saying, Naboth did blaspheme God and the king. Then they carried him forth out of the city and stoned him with stones, that he died.
14. Then they sent to Jezebel, saying Naboth is stoned, and is dead.
15. And it came to pass, when Jezebel heard that Naboth was stoned, and was dead, that Jezbel said to Ahab, Arise, take possession of the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite, which he refused to give thee for money: for Naboth is not alive, but dead.
16. And it came to pass, when Ahab heard that Naboth was dead, that Ahab rose up to go down to the vineyard of Naboth the Jezreelite, to take possession of it.
(This don't have to be you, they can't kill you if you will only do what I spoke of in the above scriptures. Made up mind, dedication. No devil can stop you. We must decrease so he (Jesus) can increase. And always keep charity, if you find yourself failing on this. If theres an ought or feeling in your mind again someone. Pray right then, if you have to pray all night. Before it gets in your heart. That is crab grass, saten has planted in your garden. Keep your garden free from all weeds (works of the flesh) galatians 5:19, which speaks of the works of the flesh. And they which do such things shall not inerit the kingdom of God. (Which is the kingdom inside you, which is the anointing to carry out Mark 16:17, praying for sick, setting people free from saten's kingdom. Then out of your belly shall flow rivers of living water. Not polluted waters, which as all kinds of crab grass. Like hate, envy, strife, jealeous, arguing, revenge, railing for railing (gal.5:19).
Matthew 21:33
33. Hear another parable; There was a certain householder, which planted a vineyard, and hedged it round about, and digged a winepress in it, and built a tower, and let it out to husbandmen, and went into a far country:
34. And when the time of the fruit drew near, he sent his servants to the husbandmen, that they might receive the fruits of it.
35. And the husbandmen took his servants, and beat one, and killed another, and stoned another.
36. Again, he sent other servants more than the first; and they did unto them likewise.
37. But last of all he sent unto them his son saying, They will reverence my son.
38. But when the husbandmen saw the son, they said among themselves, This is the heir; come, let us kill him, and let us seize on his inheritance.
39. And they caught him, and cast him out of the vineyard, and slew him.
40. When the lord therefore, of the vineyard cometh, what will he do unto those husbandmen?
(This is the job of saten to kill every one that has Christ birthed in side of them. Just as they always tried to kill Jesus and do away with him, from the manger to the cross. They never stopped trying to destroy him. And they will do the same to us. It's not us they hate, but it is Jesus that is being birthed in us. TO STOP THE WORKS OF GOD. But they can't if we don't let them, for greater is he that is in us than he that is in the world. But he must grow to full growth in us for this to happen.

Proverbs 24:30
I went by the field of the slothful, and by the vineyard of the man void of understanding;
(People perish for lack of knowledge. That is what God is moving on me to do is give you knowledge of hidden truths that will give you knowledge to defeat saten.)
31. And, lo, it was all grown over with thorns, and nettles had covered the face thereof, and the stone wall thereof was broken down. (If you don't pray and work your wall of protection (Holy Ghost, anointing to shield you)...... from these spirits will be fallen down. They will over power you and cause you to fall. Saten can't get through the anointiong wall. In other words his words of abuse or slander can't effect you, it can't penatrate or stop you. You just smile and pray for them. If your Holy Ghost wall was down or weak. You would stop long enough to blow up and argue all day to defend your self. When the wall is up, you can't and don't want to argue or defend your self. Cause you know that Jesus, the one that you love and trust will take care of it. If it bothers you at all you will run to him in your pray closet and let him lift it from you, so you want blow up. These are signs of growth in the christian. Not weakness cause you had to run to your knees, but knowledge that you have learned, that flesh and blood can't fight this battle. Ephesians 6:12... For the weapons of our warfare are not carnal. We have to be strong in HIM not US.)
32. Then I saw, and considered it well: I looked upon it, and received instruction.
33. Yet a little sleep, a little slumber, a little folding of the hands to sleep:
34. So shall thy poverty come as one that travelleth; and thy want as an armed man.

(Sometimes it takes hard times and being drove to the breaking point to seek God the way we should. But if we only knew what was waiting for us.

WE WOULD RUN TO OUR KNEES..