WELL I AM FINALLY GETTING THE COURAGE TO DO THIS !!!! LYNETTE YOU GAVE A AWESOME TESTIMONY AND I KNEW THAT I HAD TO DO THE SAME. I AM A CHRISTIAN 24 HOURS A DAY.

OK I WANT TO WARN YOU THIS MAY CAUSE TRIGGER POINTS IN ALOT OF PEOPLE ........ I AM GOING TO CHAT ABOUT RAPE AND ABUSE AND IF YOU CANNOT HANDLE THIS ISSUE PLEASE STOP NOW .... REMEMBER YOU ARE IN MY PRAYERS!!! GOD BLESS YOU!!

WELL I AM BY NO MEANS PERFECT. MY ROAD HAS BEEN ROCKY AND LET ME TELL YOU BUMPY AND I FALL OFF THE ROAD MANY TIMES GOING NO WHERE FAST.

WELL I WAS BORN IN JUNE. MY MOM WAS ABUSED, UNLOVED AND ABANDONED. SHE WAS THE BEST MOM ANY CHILD COULD EVER HAVE. SHE LOVED ME AND NEVER HURT ME. MY MOTHER NEVER FAILED ME SHE WAS MY ALL MY WORLD, I WAS A HANDFUL I WAS HYPER ACTIVE, DESTRUCTIVE AND I HAD A BAD TEMPER AS A CHILD, BUT MY MOM KNEW HOW TO DEAL WITH ME! MY MOTHER HAD SOME BEST FRIENDS WHO BEGGED MY MOTHER TO TAKE ME OVER THE HALLOWEEN VACATION . TO TAKE ME TRICK OR TREATING AND TO A MOVIE {I FOUND ALL OF THIS OUT YEARS LATER } MY MOTHER CONSENTED SHE WAS VERY TRUSTING, AND THESE WHERE HER BEST FRIENDS! MY YOUNGEST SISTER MARTIE AS WE CALLED HER WAS BORN AND SHE WAS A SICKLY BABY SHE HAD ASTHMA SO BAD AND THEN I WAS A HANDFUL SO MY MOM LET ME GO, MY MOTHER DID NOT KNOW THAT THIS WAS THE LAST TIME I WOULD EVER SEE HER AGAIN UNTIL I WAS 12..................... THE REASON WHY I AM TELLING YOU THIS IS BECAUSE I WANT YOU TO SEE WHAT A BIG PART GOD IS TO ME AND THE MIRACLES THAT GOD HAS BLESSED ME WITH!! WELL THE BOWLINGS BEAT, RAPED, BURNED, PULLED ALL OF MY HAIR OUT I WAS A BLOODY MESS THE NEIGHBORS HEARD HER SCREAMING AT ME AND WITNESSED HER BEATING ME WITH A BROOM, THEY CALLED THE COPS WHEN THE POLICE GOT THERE I WAS NEAR DEATH. I HAD EVERY BONE BROKEN IN MY BODY. I HAD THIRD SECOND AND FIRST DEGREE BURNS ALL OVER MY BODY I WAS ONLY FIVE. { WHEN I TURNED EIGHTEEN THE STATE LET ME READ ALL OF THIS I READ EVERY POLICE REPORTS. I WAS IN SHOCK FOR DAYS. I BEGIN UNDERSTOOD SO MUCH THEN I WEEPED AND CRIED MOSTLY FOR MY MOM AND WHAT SHE LOST } MY MOTHER WAS CONCERNED THAT THE BOWLINGS HAD NOT BROUGHT ME HOME AND IT WAS NOW NOVEMBER THE FIRST WEEK SO MY MOM SENT MY UNCLES TO FIND ME ...... MY UNCLES FOUND ME AFTER THEY SPOKE TO THE NEIGHBORS AND WENT TO THE POLICE DEPARTMENT .... THE POLICE WOULD NOT LET MY MOM NEAR ME I WAS NEAR DEATH IN A COMA IN A FULL BODY CAST. I WAS IN A COMA THRU MY MOTHER'S TRIAL AND SENTENCING MY MOM WENT TO PRISON NOT THE BOWLINGS ... THE BOWLINGS LIED AND GOT OFF WITH A SLAP TO THE WRIST MY MOM WENT TO PRISON FOR 3 YEARS FOR CHILD ENDANGERMENT AND WHEN SHE GOT OUT SHE WANTED TO GET ME BACK BUT WAS TOLD THAT IF SHE DID SHE WOULD LOOSE MY SISTER MARTIE AND MY BABY BROTHER JJ. MY MOM WALKED AWAY AND I WAS LEFT IN A SYSTEM THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ME .