ANOTHER ANUBHAVANANDA LETTER OF REALISATIONS,LAMENTATION
LAMENTATION
Dear Damaghosa,I was just feeling sorry and lamenting,when I was trying to think of persons,wanting to please Krishna's senses,which is a really purifying endeavor by the way,but I forgot to mention Sukadeva and yes even Bud,I mean it seems like anyone,who has gotten in touch with the transcendental dust of the sound vibration emanating from the words of Shrila Prabhupada,can not help but desire to please the senses of Hirishikesha,the Supreme controller of the senses.....And I don't want to be committing offenses by forgetting to mention all those great souls with a goal to satisfy Krishna's senses on this planet,but by Prabhupada's mercy,I don't believe it is really possible to mention them alL,but I do know,I want to be their servant,as Jesus once said, you can know my followers by their loving attitude towards one another...so I can some day control my senses, I have to consider myself the servant of the servant,and not boldly proclaim,I am a servant of Krishna or Prabhupada,with out a respectful,loving,devotional attitude towards all those endeavoring to serve THEM... I was thinking it is really not all that easy to judge who wants to satisfy Prabhupada's or Krishna's senses,because as Krishna says even one who has good discrimination and is endeavoring to control His senses can loose control of the most powerful senses,and that does not give us any excuse,really to judge them therefor,in the category of the world of the sense gratifiers,because this path indeed is a razor's edge...And many many purified souls have failed to control their senses,and yet their histories are even recorded in Shrimad Bhagavatama as souls ultimately reclaimed,like Ajamil,and how many are they?....Who are they? So as it is said,in this age of kali,to judge who is who,is really not so easy,and there has even been souls way beyond the sensual plane,that behaved in ways that appeared to be contrary and yet that was in some ecstatic mood,way beyond mundane understanding,like Lord Nityananda for one......Anyhow,with out Prabhupada's mercy on us,there would be no access to any of this knowledge,or proper understanding of anything,and Prabhupada is such an inconceivable ocean of mercy, even a fallen sense gratifier like myself,can speak on such things with some understanding and even endeavor to get off this most abominable plane,I am on... or try to be honest,knowing dishonesty and pretending,is only the mentality of the worse offenders,like the ones who usurped our most beloved Guru's home for us,so our endeavors could be much easier,with good association,surrounding us,in a community,of Prabhupadanugas...But still just the same,even bereft of that benefit,we won't give up,no matter our burden,because of our sense of Prabhupada in our lives by our desire to please him... Anyhow,Prabhupada said a fool is known as soon as he opens his mouth,for all he can speak is nonsense,and by Prabhupada's mercy,however a very very badly conditioned fool like myself can still be speaking from the vedic conclusion of things...This is all truly a miracle,that only us Prabhupadanugas can believe in,because of our devotion to Prabhupada,so anyhow,it would definitely be most purifying to mention everyone on this planet by Prabhupada's mercy who want to satisfy Krishna's senses,a nice goal indeed,because Prabhupada did and still is spreading Krishna consciousness everywhere in the mood of Gaur Nitai,with out consideration,who is qualified,who is unqualified,let me enlighten this gross pig,anubhavananda dasa,let him know the ecstasy of Krishna consciousness and expound on it,even through eloquent poetry!!!!!!!!! all glories to Jagat Guru,Shrila Prabhupada!!!!!!!!
Anubhavananda poetry site
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