MOST SACRED MEMORIES
HARE KRISHNA!!!!!!
Pranams, my respected prabhus, may these words and memories, I am writing, be engraved most deeply, on my eternal soul's consciousness, to remind me of my duty, in what ever form I may take, through out my eternal sojourn, I must live out my lot, in rembrance of my life and soul, Shrila Prabhupada. I am now remembering. I shall never forget, being completely stunned in awe and all respect and worship, when being witness, to the most exalted countenance of our most beloved Jagat guru, Ac Bhaktivedanta swami Shrila Prabhupada, while he was siting in a most ecstatic trance, with eyes looking firm and unblinking in to mine, that moment merged into eternity, as I was realising by His causeless mercy, who he was, siting upon the most worshipable seat, of Shrila Vyasadeva. I realised, by Hs causeless mercy upon me, alone!!! with in those most sacred and precious moments, with out any shadow of a doubt, that He is the most confidential representaive of God or Krishna. In this way the self realised soul, gives us self realisation. when we sit in a most humbled and submissive spirit before him. Never had I seen such a beautiful personality, nor have I since. The unlimitedly deep and black pupils of His eyes, appeared to be deeper and more revealing than the evening sky with all it's stars glittering, causing all human beings to gaze up, wondering about the wonder of it all. Those very pupils of Prabhupada's eyes, put that scene, all to shame, for they revealed, it's source, Lord Krishna, with nothing to speculate upon. Prabhupada was and still is more wondrous and amazing to look upon. He has only been increasing the unlimited glories of his service, since His departure from our vision and shall forever more. He revealed the most mysterious and confidential secrets of Lord Krishna, to us, simply by his presence, and he remains revealing more and more, forever to his servants, and this is the absolute truth. So I pray therefor, simply to be the servant of His servant of His servant, birth after birth after birth, this is the only mood that will be present in the heart, of one who truly witnessed the true identity of His most divine grace, our eternal father and ever well wisher, who is completely capable of initiating anyone as his disciple, for one who simply respectfully reads his books, that his real disciples, are fully aware Prabhupada said, and he also said, "everyone is my disciple, some know and some do not and my books, will do everything.". and no one can take my place, but Lord Caitanya, so please initiate desciples in my name alone".. Thus, this most insignificant creature prays, please make me, O Ac Bhaktivedanta swami Shrila Prabhupada, your eternal servant, anubhavananda dasa...
One who does good my friend,
will not be overcome by evil....Lord Krishna
Anubhavananda poetry sites:
http://community.webtv.net/bhima1600,
http://community.webtv.net/gourasundara, http://community.webtv.net/expounder1,
http://community.webtv.net/anubhavananda1
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