MARY'S THOUGHTS

THESE ARE MARY'S INNERMOST THOUGHTS

This Page is a work of Love.Published on March 13th 2001








These Poems are copywritten and may not be copied or used without the express permission of their authors. Thank you.


    "DEPRECIATION"


    Your coat is gone
    From it's accustomed
    nail behind the door.
    No great mud tracks
    now mar the whiteness
    of my fresh scrubbed floor.
    A savage wind blew in
    to filch the smell
    of that old odorious pipe
    you love so well.
    Gone..............Gone
    are all the intimate things
    that made you dear.
    Lamentable................
    How commonplace they seemed
    when you were here.


    BEAU GALIEN...... (1930)





    *******THE MUSIC********



    THE MUSIC flows around me
    in a convelution of soft
    sentual joy and passion.

    Memories flood over me
    of a time when life was
    gloriously passionate .

    The magic of it pours,
    over me as the music
    carresses me once again.

    Memories of days gone by
    when life was beautiful
    and love was all.

    I can feel the warmth of
    the firelight. No match for the fire
    of his hands upon my skin.

    The softness of the bear skin rug,
    soft as his gentle touch.

    Our hearts joined together
    to the sound.Beating
    as one to the rythem.

    There was no where else
    that we would rather be.
    There WAS nowhere else!!

    The scent of pine and birch,
    Tabu and English Leather
    filled our nostrils.

    As the taste of Scotch
    and Champaigne
    mingles with persperation
    and passion upon our lips,
    making indellable marks
    on our sensory glands.

    They awaken now.
    With all the other wonderful
    sensations imprinted there
    so long ago.

    Many were the delights we shared.
    We spared ourselves nothing.


    We drank from the cup of life
    deeply untill we were
    intoxicated by it,
    completely drunk with love.
    We drank it all up.


    We filled our minds,
    our hearts and our bellies
    untll there was no more.


    There are no memories
    to match these.
    They will last forever
    and comfort me
    when love is gone--
    like now!


    When my heart is empty
    of all but memories and tears,

    always there will be ...the MUSIC.....

    evoking, stirring...............


    by Mary Edith Dillon
    3-9-01



    MUSIC = Love Theme From "Sleep Dirt"
    Love Theme from the Motion Picture
    SLEEP DIRT
    By Frank Zappa
    Arranged by Malice Laugh
    Sax Tinkles Squeaks
    April 1, 1998...........MY THANKS to FRANK for one of the most beautiful and moving pieces Ive ever heard. It inspired me to write this poem. Mary









      CONSTANT


      WHAT IS THIS THAT I FEEL
      IN MY HEART? THAT TURNS
      IN MY MIND AND MINGLES
      WITH MY THOUGHTS AND MEMORIES.
      THIS HURT, THIS PAIN,THIS DEVASTATION.

      WHY THIS SADNESS AT EVERYTHING?
      WHAT ARE THESE TEARS FOR?
      HOT, ENDLESS,
      TURNING INTO
      SOBS ..RACKING MY BODY?
      WHAT CAUSES THIS OUT BURST ....FLOWING
      AT EVERY EVOKING WORD OR SONG?
      IS IT LOVE ?
      .........NO..........ITS "LOSS" !!

      by Mary Edith Dillon.......3-14-21

      This Poem was published in the
      International Library of Poetry In 2002



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