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Thinking Sitting, writing and thinking, In the dark room, bitter and cold. Sobbing and weeping. Miserable and dreary. Thinking. The rain may come. The things you may find. Thinking about him. Angels and Demons, Good and Evil, All I can think of is him. Darkness I sit alone in the darkness. Alone. I rely on myself. I rely on my magic. I make it rain. I make it right. I sit alone in the darkness. I sit alone.

I dream of I Dream of worlds from long ago, I dream of worlds unseen, I dream of Elves and Hobbits, Like in "The Lord Of The Rings". A place where swords are weapons of choice, And horses are our ride, When Nature and Magic rule the world, And sometimes you have to hide. A place where Rings can overtake you, A place where Dar can save you, Where Wizards work and Hobbits play I could Dream of this all day. Where Unicorns exist and Elves rule the world, And with Dwarves they co-exist. But I must return to a place of Man, where Magic is no more. Where Elves are gone and cities rule. The world I dream of is lost forever. Untitled Where are you? I cannot see, And my heart is aching without thee. The Darkness surrounds me, The fire flickers far away, but I cannot see. I can't see your dark hair, your green eyes and sweetest smile that warms me on cold nights. I just don't..can't..feel right. I'm cold, shivering under this cloud of Darkness. I need you to hold me, help me away from this Darkness. I need you..but you're not here. You're nowhere, I cannot find you in this maze of tunnels. I need you..but you're not here.

Ode To The Elves Long ago you ruled the Earth, Long ago you conquered, Long ago you were run from your lands, across the ocean you sailed, You ran from the evil. Lothlorién, Mirkwood, Imladris, There were the lands you ruled, and there were the lands you lost. Perhaps one day you will regain All that you did lose, And one day you shall return. The Slow Decay Of Time I lie here decaying, Rotting, Blackening, Dying, In the slow decay of time. They walk by, do they not see me? They pass me by. The blood drips, it covers my face, my neck, my arms, my legs. I lie here, still, in the slow decay of time. I wait, I wait for it. The darkness is here, It surrounds me, it takes me, I close my eyes. I die. I die in the slow decay of time.

"To Lisa"/"Don't Leave Me Here"(signature/banner)-By chainsawmax

To Lisa[Jan 4, 04] As you sit upon the bed, Shivering, Quivering, Feeling dead, Chewing your nails, Pulling your hair, Can you feel The Death in the air? Flying demons, Zombie dogs, Why are you In the middle of it all? Weeping silently, Dying inside, Please tell me, Why do you cry? In this town, Upon the land, The fire burns, The darkness spreads. Nowhere to run, Nowhere to hide, Inside the hospital You hide. In this town, To pay the bill, You give your life, To Silent Hill. Blood covers you, Your body changes shape, The metal floor Your red shoes scrape. Your white gown, Is soaked in blood, As you beg your friend to help, You mind begins to flood. You cry, You weep, You call for help, But into Hell you seep. To Lisa I write this, This is how you paid, You tried you best but still, Into Hell you fade. To Lisa I dedicate this, For now In Hell you rest. To Lisa. Silent Hill[Version 1] [Jan 4, 04] Silent Hill. The bloody paradise, Demons lurk and Monsters scare, In the blood stained alleyways. Silent Hill. Your life at stake, As you whisper, Quiver and shake. Death becomes a part of you, In Silent Hill, As you walk, You fight, You bleed, Have you got the will? Death, Blood, Silent Hill.

Blanket Of Dreams[Jan 6, 04] White horses sleeping, Winter snow falling, Trapped inside, In a Blanket Of Dreams. On my bed, Bundled up, Wishing on a star. Dreams of Stars, Of the moon, Of trees and grass, I can never wake to soon. The trees are bare, The sky is gray, Trapped inside, In a blanket of dreams. Wings flailing, Tears falling, Skin burning, Blood drips. Strange man, Music playing, Lights shining. Roses read, Violets blue. Afterlife, Cloudy show, Buttons pushed, Lifespan slowed, Horsedrawn carriage, Prince of Tides, Help me please, I'm tired, I'm lost, Trapped inside, In a blanket of dreams.

All Inside My Head [Jan 7, 04] Inside my head Are Elves and Hobbits, Dwarves and Men. Pokémon, Digimon, Dueling cards and Talking dogs. Magic Rings, Electric Rats, Shining swords And men as Bats. Pirates, Princes, Blacksmiths, Trolls. All inside my head. Mermaids swin under the sea, Music plays While Elves dance The night away. Just me and the Hobbits and Elves, All inside my head. Manifestation of Delusions[Jan 7, 04] Giant flys, Zombie dogs. Flying demons, Giant moths. Manifestation of Delusions. Lying on the floor, Weeping, beating at the Manifestation of Delusions. Slapping, hitting, numbers, demons, Blood is dripping from the sink, Human's seeking it to drink. Manifestation of Delusions. Sipping blood from wine glasses, Paranoia insues, Cannibals seeking only you. Manifestation of Delusions.

Your Sacred Name [Jan 24, 04] As I fall into the Dark, I think of how you look, I open my eyes and cry, Tears fall gentle as a lark. I'm scared, I weep and cry, Can you hear? I call your name, Your sacred name, Fight away my fear. Inside I weep, I kick, I scream, I call your name, your Sacred Name, Into the dark I seep. Touch my skin, Once more my love, Don't leave me forever, Touch me again. I call your name, Your Sacred name, I cry your name, Can you hear it? Can you feel it? Come to me, One last time, Seek me, Fell me, One last time. I call your name, Your sacred name, Crawling, Scrawling, Help me, Save me, Be me, See me. I call your name, Your sacred name. (Atem...) Save me, Batman [Jan 24, 04] Stay out of my head, I think of you all the time, Masked face and body, Wait until I'm in trouble, Then come and save me. In my dreams I see you, Only your unmasked, I know you but don't, I see you but don't, Your blue eyes, Bright as the sky, Black hair, Dark as night. (Batman) Save me now it's time, The night is scary, The night is here, The Big Clock begins to chime. (Batman) Save me again, I want to be in your arms again. (Batman)

Untitled [Feb 11, 04] A thousand caged blackbirds singing, My dreams reveal their fate, Death is among the beautiful beasts, I try and free them, Try to save them But alas, it is too late, This is how my heart feels, When I look at you, Maybe soon you will see, And say "I love you too" Over the Bridge [Feb 13, 04] I walk I fall, I run I sink, I crawl I weep, And keep running into a wall. The bridge I try to cross, To get inside your heart, It falls and breaks it sinks and stays, But I will build another, No matter what the loss. I will run, I will crawl, I will walk, Across the bridge into your heart, Over the water, Over the fire, Over hell, Into your heart, I will cross the Bridge, Into your heart.

Take Away the Pain [Feb 13, 04] Stop it from running, Stop it from leaking, Stop it from dripping, Stop it from bleeding. Make it stop, Make it go away, Take the pain away, Heal me, Seal me, make it stop. Be my bandage, Bandage me inside, Heal my heart, Take away the pain. I'm kicking and screaming, And you're the only one that can hear, The only one that can heal, Take the pain away from my heart, Take it away from me. Heal me with your touching hands, Heal me with your warming smile. Hold me in your arms, Take away the pain. Be the bandage for my heart. I try to run from it, But it always finds me, It takes me over, It makes me sad. Hold me..hold me..I beg you..hold me. Take me away, take me.. My sould cries for you, It weeps, Hold me, Take me, Take away the pain, Heal me.... My Addiction [Feb 14, 04] I scream your name, You come running, You heal the pain, I called for you and you came. You take care of me, When no one else does, You listen to me, When no one else will, You talk to me, When no one else can, When everyone ignores me. I cannot live without you, You are my addiction, Without you I would be somewhere Being nothing. You are My Addiction, You are my little pill, I turn to you to care for me, When no one else will. You are My Addiction.

I'll Fly [Feb 14, 04] I'll fly, I'll soar Into the skies. I'll fly from here, Into another world. I'll fly to Middle Earth, I'll fly to Cheyenne Mountain, I'll fly to Gotham City, I'll fly through the skies. I'll fly to Pallet Town, I'll fly to Domino City, I'll fly to Silent Hill, I'll fly to Sunnydale, I'll fly to Arakann. On the wings of my mind, I'll fly. My Salvation [Feb 14, 04] My mind is a twisted place, Of things only known to me, No one else knows how I work Except You. You are my Salvation, My Tourniquet, My bandage, My Salvation. When I'm hurt you heal me, When I'm broke you mend me, You are my Salvation. You are my conscious, You are my guide, You are my Salvation. Do you know, I rely on you, You are the only one, My Salvation.

Can you see? [Feb 14, 04] Can you see it? In my eyes, In my smile, In everything I do? Can you see what I feel, Can you see what I think? With the blue eyes you weild. Can you see? Everything. My soul cries for you, Can you hear it? Can you feel it? Can you see? World Of Dreams [Feb 22, 04] Does anyone but you care? Care what I feel? So happy but so angry, So mad and so sad. A puddle of tears surround me, In this world of real, But in my worlds of Dreams and fates, Happy is what I feel. I'm an Elf, A Hobbit, A princess, a pirate, a spy, an alien, A scientist, an archeaologist, a love. I close my eyes, I am all of these, I hide in my World Of Dreams, But then I open my eyes, And I am back here, In a World Of Real.

Crossing Jordan [March 9, 04] Ever since that day in May, When you left me screaming, Two guns pointed at one another, In the back of my mind you'd stay. Every night on my bed, I would curl up and cry, I wondered if you'd come back to me, Inside I was dead. But then, this faithful day, I saw you once again, Solving murders, Solving crimes, In my heart you'll always stay. Now the tears I cry, They are tears of joy, Now every sunday(and maybe Friday) on your wings I'll fly. Silent Hill[Version 2] [Mar 18, 04] I had to run, I tried to hide Now here I am I'm stuck inside this hell, In this hell. Stuck in this place you call a home, In this place you call your own. Drowning in a pool of blood and flesh, Crying as I go. I've come this close to losing my life, The smell of death is fresh. As I walk down the street I see The bloodstained walls and buildings, Rotting corpses in the street, Dead and Deformed trees. I was born to this town, It is in my soul, Here I am, I'm part of it, I shall wear the crown of Hell. Silent Hill.

Untitled [May 17, 04] What were you doing here? You were here, You spoke to me.. You picked me up in your arms.. How did you get here? You held me close..so close I felt the warmth of your heart, You looked at me and smiled Before handing me a red rose. You were there, I watched you. Come back to me, I miss you, I want to look in your eyes again, Let me kiss you(again).

[July 7, 2004] Save my Soul Don't you dare drag me away from here, Let me stay, Where the wind can whisper in my ear, And I can make sure the animals are okay. I'm still grieving, my heart still weeps, Forever will my sould remain in the sky, Forever my heart will your hands keep. My dreams linger on the stars, My feelings in every raindrop, I can see you, there you stand, On the misty mountain top. I'll always know your blue eyes, I'll always remember your smile, I'll see you in a little while, Only your gentle touch can make me rise. I used to scream your name, in my sleep, I'd arise to see you weren't there, I'd cry softly, My soul would weep. Now here we are, Together at last, You brought me back, but I didn't go far, Take me away and take me fast. [July 8, 2004] "Hell" Catch me, I'm falling down-into Hell, But what is Hell? Is what they ask, Hell is a place with fires-Hell, Burning desires straight from your heart. Desires that cannot be fulfilled-desires.. So many pictures painted of Hell--called "art" All of the painters are liars. Hell is a place where I am-you're not, Not just with fires burning hot. You're on one side, I'm on another, An invisible glass keeping us from each other. The pain that fills me-and the need that drives me, Is all that keeps me from going crazy. Each day we grow, further apart, Leaving us both sick at heart. I can't lose you-but I can't touch you, I can't reach you-only see you. I can hear your cries at night, When I sleep I imagine your embrace so tight. I imagine your soft kiss on my lips, Your hands gently on my hips. Your fingers intwined with mine, Giving me delicious wine. This is what Hell is; Me without your touch, you without mine, A place where fire is out wine. Where it's impossible for us to be Happily ever-after, happily free.

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